She's so........
She's so exhausted,
She's just so tired!
She's HUNGRY!
Despite having such a small appetite, she could never seem to ease the hunger.
She's craving something....
Something.....something she can't figure out.
What!?
What is she hungry for?
Who is she hungry for?
She asks herself but she could never give herself an answer.
She can feel the emptiness....
She can feel that she's missing something....
But what?...she can't seem to figure out what.
Her life's a puzzle, a puzzle that has 1000 pieces,
She managed to put 999 pieces together,
But that last piece,.....she can't find it.
She's STARVING!
She just wants to fill her emptiness,
She just wants to feel WHOLE!
She's on the hunt,
She's on a mission.
Life has become an adventure for her,
Life has become an experiment.
Her mirror becomes her enemy,
She can't stand the sight of the person standing in front of her.
Upset, frustrated, eager......DESPERATE.....
Her life becomes a small ship being steered by the roughest of seas.
With no direction, no control, no stability....
She becomes a different person everyday.
Everything about her changes,
Some may think it's the influence of the world,
But she knows it's the influence of her starvation.
Mentally, psychologically, physically......
There's no recognizing who she is....
She doesn't recognize who she is,
She's now afraid to look in the mirror.....the mirror becomes her enemy!
Changes don't seem to be enough,
The craving, the hunger....the starvation still lingers!
She tries him...she tries him....she tries her....she tries HIM and HER...
But nothing.....
No matter how many, no matter who!
The emptiness is still there....
The emptiness lingers!
She begins to feel like there's no way to fill her emptiness....she's out of ideas,
She begins to give up.
She's ready to face her enemy....she's ready to face the mirror.
Her chest feels as if there's something inside anxiously trying to get out....
Pounding, knocking, kicking......her heart races!
She stands in front of the mirror...RAW and HERSELF!
She's now standing in front of a stranger....
Tired of changing who she is, tired of searching for someone new to become.
She told the stranger in the mirror "I accept you!"....
At that very moment she felt the starvation fade....
She told herself again...."I ACCEPT YOU!"
She started to feel the hunger fading....
"I ACCEPT YOU!"....
She started to feel a sense of fulfillment.....
She found the missing 1000th piece to complete her puzzle!
Tears began to pour out of her eyes, down her face as she came to this realization.....
She found what she was craving,
She found the WHO..
She found the WHAT...
Self acceptance and self love is all she needed!
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